i hate dishonesty.
i hate this honesty.
the epitomy of contradiction.
i know who.


not every question requires an explanation.
not every why needs a because.
i dont agree with this.
but somehow somewhere.
some part within me agrees with it.


the freaky thing is that.
when i customised this blogskin.
which was about 3 years ago.
i never meant anything by using the words "my irony", "my paradox" and "my contradiction" in my tagboard space.
i guess maybe i knew all along.
subconsciously, aware.


Your will above all else.
my purpose remains.
the art of losing myself.
in bringing You praise.
everlasting.
Your light will shine when all else fades.
and the cry of my heart.
is to bring You praise from the inside out.


please look for me.
if i should lose my way.


if i should lose my way
along this road we share
please look for me
come what may
if i should lose my way.

perfection at 4:50 PM